Saturday, July 9, 2016

Raya 2016


nothing fancy.

tapi alhamdulillah masih beraya 4 orang.

i think momsy and pops look identical here. hehe.

tak tau lah orang lain, but for me, i don't like the idea of mintak maaf di pagi raya dengan family ni sebab benci lah guys rasa nak nangis. selalunya aku akan cepat-cepat salam mintak maaf dan bammm settle. hihi.

so how many baju rayas you get for yourself this year? me as usual; none. tak sempat lah nak tempah. dan jaranggg sekali dalam hidup beli baju siap kerana luas permukaan badan i kan tak senormal gadis-gadis seantero malaya. *roll eyes* lagi pun banyak baju dah kat rumah, i can just wear whatever i have in my closet. tak kisah sebab baju-baju aku mostly baru juga. jarang pakai sebab dia muat-muat ikut badan jeeee so kena ada kekuatan spiritual yang abadi bila pakai kerana tak boleh makan banyak lololol.

pagi raya lepas dah siap tu terus gerak pergi rumah vio sebab birthday dia. so i think i better be wishing her face to face gituuu. #perksofhavingbestfriendslivebasicallynexttoyourneighbourhood



guys guys ingatkan nak bela rambut panjang tapi a day before raya time buat treatment rambut terpotong rambut guys. aku cakap TRIM. trim k. bukan aku cakap CHOP EVERYTHING OFF MY HEAD. tapi biasalah certain hairdresser memang suka take it a few mile forward. nasib baik kau pondan best. nama daniel tapi suruh panggil girl je. GIRRRL jangan lupa twirl lidah kat R tu. lol.

oh satu lagi nak bagitau,i am now officially hooked dengan snapchat! filters dia the bomb i tell you. dan i make good videos juga sometimes even myself was shocked. gittew keyakinan! tapi serious lah i am sooo in love dengan filter bodoh-bodoh dia dan juga filter dia yang buatkan kulit kau flawless tehrukkk like what how whyyy?!


gittewwww kefelolesan dia tu camera 360 tu nangis tuuuuu. muka mona fandey terus bertukar menjadi jelitawan (yakin sekali lagiiii kahkahkah) tapi harussss bawah cahaya rembang matahari sebab kalau cahaya tak cantik, dia akan jadi grainyyy biasalah ipong5s je guys bukan lah ipong6splus.


haa contoh filter lain kalau amik dekat bilik sendiri jadi gini lah grainy sikit tapi this is by far favourite filter sebab selama ni orang selalu cakap eh kat dalam gambar nampak kurus kat luar... (diorang tak habiskan ayat guys, tapi kita semua tahu apa yang cuba disampaikan. sumpah tak pernah edit badan sendiri jadi kurus k! i am not ABIKYYY! huahuahuaa! angle tu, angleee!)






alaaaa ada video tapi tak boleh nak share kat sini katanya file tak recognize like hellooooo it's time for you to improve bloody blogspot!


nampak macam semua selfie ajeeee tapi sebenarnya tidakkk!

Maisarah Sofia, Mommy's Sweetheart
heyyy ini post pasal raya ke pasal snapchat?!

tapi tu lahhh join je lahhh bandwagon ini. best sebab kat video pun boleh conteng-conteng. lepas tu boleh buat slow motion dan cakap laju dan reverse video! eiii join je lahhh!

by the wayyy, who has started working todayyy?!

MOI. dah start semalam dah pun on the 3rd raya. pfttt.


LOLOLOLOLOL!

selamat hari raya everyone. hope you have a blast one!


as you can see, toh puan sri isn't the lovey dovey touchy feely type guys! tu dia dah nak naik angin dah tu adik kite nak ciyom dia. huahuahuaa.


Wednesday, June 22, 2016

#RelationshipGoals


nampak gayanya semua orang sibuk bercakap dan mengulas tentang kes hafiz mahamad dan girlfriendnya. dimana-mana sahaja di pelusuk twitter dan facebook kalau sehari aku tak nampak nama hafiz mahamad memang tak sah. ada yang admire, ada yang bash, ada yang neutral dan ada yang tak tahu menahu langsung pun kes diorang. anda di celah bedah yang mana? aku tak tengok lagi video tu, so aku tak tau lah in details apakah keistimewaan sang boipren yang membuatkan kisah diorang jadi viral tapi aku tau ada limousine dan restoran berputar menara kl involved. bila kisah hot begini terjadi selalunya aku mengambil keputusan mendiamkan diri dan langsung tak ulas apa-apa sebab eh takde kena mengena guys so tak terkesan. tapiiiiiiii.. aku suka kadang-kadang baca komen kat artikel ke apa ke berkenaan isu tu sebab kelakar dan boleh buat kau NTN (noise through nose - kiranya macam gelak tak gelak gitu lahhh).

rakyat malaysia memang kelakar-kelakar orangnya. i like!

selalunya lah, selalunya okayyy untuk setiap isu yang viral pasti akan ada beberapa golongan pengkomen yang sebegini:

1) admirer atau pensetuju
2) basher atau pentidaksetuju
3) self-proclaimed ustod-ustodjah
4) acah-acah neutral atau memang betul dia neutral tapi sibuk juga menempel nak komen
5) pelawak tanah air
6) pencuba melawak menyimpang topik
7) basher of the basherer (dia tukang bash pulak komen orang lain kat situ)

anda yang mana satu? aku setakat ni memang masih dara daripada segala gatal jari mengomen artikel-artikel siakapkeli rotikaya dan yang berkenaan. aku lebih suka baca dan NTN sorang-sorang kat rumah. maknanya sama lah sedihnya aku dan semua pengkomen huahuahuaa tapi ada aku kisah? yang baik jadikan pengajaran yang buruk jadikan sempadan gitohhh!

guys, i'm writing here today bukan nak cakap pasal hafiz mahamad ataupun kritik all sort of commentators yang ada kat sosial media, korang masing-masing dah besar, padai-pandai pikir. cuma aku nak cakap pasal relationship goals budak-budak muda sekarang ni ada and how unrealistic and damaging they can be. urgh social medias - i really really like them and i hate them too, at times!

i see almost everyday when it comes to public figure ke celebrities ke atau famous instagrammers ke kalau diorang post something sweet pasal partner diorang nanti ada lah (mesti ada!) perempuan yang tag boyfriend/husband dia dekat post tu. kadang tu siap ada hashtag #relationshipgoals lagi. contoh Vivy Yusof post pasal husband dia baca quran dalam kereta. (omg i love love loveee Vivy! haha) papppp terus berderet komen keluar tag boyfriend/husband masing-masing. itu okay guys. itu perfectly okay. like you are telling your partner that this is the kind of man you are looking for, that can lead you #tilljannah LOL. i understand. i really understand and i don't mind. suka hati korang lah. you do you.

tapi.. ada jugak yang went overboard with tagging sampai tahap for me menjatuhkan air muka (because maruah sounds a bit too heavy) partner korang. contoh: bini-bini  beria-ia share post dekat facebook pasal tanggungjawab lelaki lah, how a man should be in in islam lah, kerja rumah sepatutnya lelaki kena buat lah all those stuff dan pergi tag future partner korang or worse, husband korang urgh ladiessssssssssss please don't. you make me cringe. you wives mesti tak setuju dengan apa yang aku nak cakap ni but just hear me out okay. when you tag your husband or share post dekat fb pasal all those things, you make me think that your partner is incompetent as husband. you make me feel like ehhh dekat rumah husband dia memang tak buat kerja rumah langsung lah ni. eh husband dia ni kaki pukul. girls trust me, you don't want that. as a friend, i might be less judgemental or i don't really give a flying care bahahaha but imagine other people reading your post and judge you instead. to tell you the truth, when you share all these kind of things you reflect your own self, bukan husband you. kalau you ada lah my girlfriend, awal-awal dah reject buat bini sebab tak reti jaga kemaluan suami. paham eh. my advice is, pergi lah nak share ke apa tapi share between you dengan husband you je - fb kan ada option nak share to certain people je? tak pun pergi bagi link paksa husband you baca. tak pun you copypaste hantar kat whatsapp dia. boleh kan? lelaki ni bukan semua boleh baca hint you, obvious hint pun dorang susah nak paham apetah lagi subtle hint. communicate lah, that's how marriage works. apaaaaaaa? nak share untuk pedoman semua orangggg? what you girls live in a cave eh? or you think other people live in a cave kalau you tak share omg nobody will ever know about this? come on.

itu kes laki bini. masuk pulak kes girlfriends having the biggest expectation and killing themselves (figuratively) everyday. ini yang malas ni kalau social media dijadikan benchmark ataupun panduan penanda aras kebahagiaan di dalam sesuatu perhubungan. partner kena buat gini partner kena buat gitu. dapat pulak jenis awek tak paham bahasa "kenapa si A tu boleh je buat surprise kat girlfriend dia letak banyak-banyak helium balloon ada love ada necklace ada novel me before you kat dalam, siap boleh tempah cake 6 tingkat muka makwe dia, bawak pergi bercuti kat bora-bora kenapa you tak boleh?!" i cringe again. banyak nau layan tumblr dan insta omputih jadi gitu lahhh tak berpijak di bumi yang nyata. birthday nak itu ini. anniversary nak itu ini. monthsary pun kalau boleh nak celebrate gempak-gempak. sebab apa? sebab orang lain buat. sebab nak post kat insta my boyfriend pun sweet juga. sebab nak orang nampak yang life kita ni best. kan? last-last gaduh dengan partner sebab kononnya the guy didn't make an effort to keep you. lepas tu break. lepas tu jumpa orang baru. lepas tu harapkan bulan dan bintang juga dengan orang baru. lepas tu dapatlah untuk the first 2-3 months. lepas tu lelaki kembali menjadi lelaki. lepas tu gaduh lagi. lepas tu break sebab lelaki tu dah berubah katanya. dan lepas tu ulang lah sampai mampos.


ini adalah contoh #relationshipgoals gone wrong yang aku suka. perempuan kadang-kadang gitu lah guys, kena bagi dia terkejut sikit baru dia berpijak di bumi yang nyata. haha.

girls, please don't tell me the only goals you have in life are those about relationship? because it seems kind of are. it's sad, really. macam your worth berhubungkait dengan how perfect your relationship looks like di social media. bukan tak boleh nak ada keinginan, tapi berpada-pada lah. asyik nak harap orang je sweet ngan kita, kita dah habis sweet tak dengan orang? nak partner buat kejutan beria-ia kalau boleh nak bawak sekali masyarakat majmuk di kawasan setinggan rumah celebrate birthday kita. kesian jugak kengkadang kat orang lelaki. kita asyik nak boipren kita sweet macam boipren orang lain je keje. cuba kalau partner kita pergi tag kita dengan perempuan body cun muka lawa cakap 'sayang tengok niiiii! macam ni lah yang i nak you jadiiii' bawak sampai 7 tahun isu berbangkit guys betapa boyfriend kita  tidak boleh menerima kita seadanya. kan?

i know lah because i have been there, i have done that. walaupun takde niat nak menunjuk-nunjuk ke apa tapi beria niiiii bila orang buat surprise time-time tu jugak papppp edit gambar nak post masuk insta betapa terharu dan happynya orang buat surprise. pergi makan sana sini papppp wajib ya letak gambar makanan hebat berserta dengan company yang hebat juga. nampak orang pergi makan mana-mana papppp terus nak jugak makan situ dan yang penting posttt kat insta kerana semua orang kena tau i dah pergi try makan kat situ. mohtippp sangat kannn. girls, kita tengok orang travel dan ianya membuatkan kita pun nak travel jugak tu, tak salah kalau kena caranya. i want to go to japan one day kalau ada rezeki. nak jugak pergi segala pelusuk pulau because i feel like my skin radiates more under the sun and on the beach. tapi bukan sebab eh semua orang pergi situ i have to be there too. dan obviously bukan mengharapkan orang buat surprise return ticket ke mana-mana pun dalam dunia ni. if i want to go anywhere someday, i hope that will be for me and with my own hard earned money. bukan harap boyfriend buat kejutan tutup mata naik jet pejuang bukak je mata eh dah sampai ke angkasaraya.

relationship goals? more like relationshit goals to me! whatever floats your boat guys. kalau laki bini memang jenis suka tag mengetag tentang kehidupan, silakan. kalau boyfriend girlfriend memang jenis suka all these romantic gooey stuff, teruskan. tapi kena tahan maki sikit lah. bila kita pilih untuk biar love life kita goes public, dah tentu-tentu akan ada yang suka dan tak suka. kalau kita jenis kalis keji, silakan dan teruskan. cuma selalunya lah kan, selalunya, bila makin ramai tahu hal luar dalam relationship kita, makin cepat jugak lah relationship kita menemui ajal di tengah jalan. ini adalah melalui pemerhatian berkala aku. tak caya sudahhh!

Pulau Manukan, 2014

nampak gayanya kena pergi pantai lagi untuk effect kulit mulus tanpa filter. LOL.

Sunday, June 12, 2016

27 - Of Taking Chances


i turned 27 last tuesday. my favourite number.

so instead of rambling aimlessly today, imma go a tad bit differently than i usually do - imma go deeper on how i feel and think about turning 27 - and few other things related to it.

looking back to all the years i have been through, i regret nothing that i have ever said and done but rather - those i didn't.

do i wish my life turns out differently than it does now? NO.

do i love what i have become today? YES.

am i proud of myself, of what i have achieved so far? YES and NO.

if i ever got a chance to change ONE thing in my past life would i want to change anything? YES.

guys, the only thing i regret in my life is the chances i didn't take when i had the opportunity to do so last time.

i wish i was braver and more confident. i wish i didn't say no as much.

you see, i made mistakes. i still do. but mistakes are what makes me, me.

i was offered a business admin course in shah alam but i chose science instead. did i ever regret choosing science course? went to samarahan? sucked at all my core subjects back in sarawak? NO. because i experienced a lot from there. i met my lifetime best friends there. i got to know all kinds of people. i learned my own strengths when i hit rock bottom. those were all golden experiences i wouldn't trade for life.

if i didn't suck at 19, i wouldn't have met another set of best friends back in merbok. guys, when i first stepped my foot in kedah land, i hate every bit of it. i hate their food, i hate their slang, i hate their super hot weather, i hate their system (merbok is much more stricter than samarahan, i can wear short sleeves no problem in samarahan but my baju kurung is too revealing to mak guard merbok). i wish i was in samarahan. i took public admin because i wanted to come back to sarawak. kedah was my last choice. heck, it was not even on the list! but i had no other option, so what i did was focus on my studies.

i had let my parents down before, sure i wouldn't want to let it happen the second time. so during my first semester, i was more driven. i remembered my first ever business maths quiz (after sarawak) where i got only 9.5/15. i went back to hostel with shivers - couldn't even sleep that night thinking what if i fail the subject? cried a little, even. (lol it was just a quiz but i was so upset with myself!) well basically my first semester in kedah was all about reclaiming my parents' trust. of course towards the end of the semester i kinda played a lot haha but thank god, my result was all good. got my JPA scholarship, pointer went down a bit but after third semester, i was offered a fast track programme -  and went straight to pursue my bachelor degree in shah alam.

let me clarify one thing here, i hated merbok at first but over the course of one year and a half, i grew liking it each day. few of the people, lecturers, my subject of course, their dewan makan's nasi goreng kampung (omg loveddd it!), couldn't remember the restaurant's name anymore but the one with the green wall in sungai petani that sells cheap western food?

have i not made any of the decisions above, i wouldn't be where i am now. and for that, i thank god.

but there were few things i didn't do in the past that sometimes kept me awake in the middle of the night thinking 'what if i ever did that? what if i took chances instead of simply said no?' those things, at times, they haunt me.

i wish i was confident enough to take chances.

back in shah alam doing my degree, i was approached not once not twice to try for a lifeguard post but i rejected. why? because i think there were a lot of people who are better at swimming.

back in merbok, i was approached by one of the lecturers to be a model to represent my uni for some batik competition - uitm wide. i didn't go for the selection because i think there were so many girls who are prettier and leaner than me - who would do a whole lot good job than me in modelling.

back in uni times, i was asked a few times to join english/malay debate, other competitions but i said no. why? because i feel like there were a lot more people whose english and malay are good. there were a lot more who can represent their faculty in SAF.

man, little did i know that it is not all about winning, it's about trying (and having fun while at it). if you try and suck at it, just laugh it off because i bet none of them will even remember that after few years. but you will though, and you will be glad that you chose to try.

i wish i was more open to ahem getting to know men. i had my chances last time but of course i was skeptic. i could just go for a casual hang out with them, but nopeee if i didn't like you well enough i'd say no. it was just a drink but still no, because i hate being seen with different multiple guys on different occasions. i was uptight, and that's dumb. girls, as long as you know how to take care of yourselves, when guys ask you out, by all means, you say yes. you don't have to like them back - you don't owe them that. just go out and experience.

to name a few - but you get my point, yes? you see, in life, there will be a lot more people who are better than you at something. there will be dozen of thousands ladies out there who are prettier than you. there will always be. but who cares? i know now i shouldn't. we live for ourselves, we set our own benchmark. stop thinking it's all about competition and being the best. and please please please, don't ever see yourself any less of a value you already are. if you look down at your own self, people will do the same to you. okay?

mannn, if only i ever got a chance to turn back time - these are all the kind of things i wish i'd do differently. but you know, i couldn't. so young girls out there, take an advice from this some middle aged woman (lol 27 makes you think you're old) you barely know - TAKE CHANCES.

27 and let this be my stepping point at being more confident and taking more opportunity that comes visit. it is never too old to start over. and i am going to start today.

you gotta love yourself and your life above anything else. because if you love yourself enough, nothing can bring you down. imagine being indestructible, well that could be you. that could be me. and that could be us.

confidence - that's the key.

here to turning 27 (my favourite numberrrr! didn't i tell you this enoughhh?!) and becoming the new me - the smarter, the sexier (whatever sexy means to you), the prettier (inside and out), the stronger, the kinder. insyaAllah.

happy birthday to me!


Monday, June 6, 2016

Abiky


abiky adalah sepupu aku yang kita grew up together with, duduk rumah tokpah, buat banyak benda kelakar bongok dan bijak bersama-sama - sekali dengan kain, tya, pekyan dan ramai lagi sepupu tapi yang aku mention ni kira yang paling rapat lah.

semua orang dalam family panggil dia ikie tapi sebab dia selalu bahasakan diri abang ikie abang ikie, makanya wujudlah nama abiky itu, sama jugak macam kain, nama sebenar ain tapi sebab panggil kak ain kak ain, dia jadi kain. kalau pronounce tu jangan lupa ada sabdu sebelum i. jangan sebut seperti kain jemuran. macam tya, dia kitorang panggil t-rex. dan yan, kita panggil pekyan sebab pek tu asalnya perempuan kan ada tuttt tak tau kenapa dia sorang yang melekat jadi pekyan, kitorang takde pun. kahkahkah. mungkin kerana nama dia je sedap letak pek kat depan kottt. semua salah abikyyy!

abiky ni kalau among kitorang kiranya dia mastermind lah. dari kecik-kecik duluuuu sampai lah sekarang pun. nak pergi makan ke apa ke, mesti dia yang plan. sebab nak arap aku, aku memang jenis tak minat benda gini. iols follower je okay. korang beruban lah pikir, kalau kena dengan jadual i, i follow. gittew. sebab dia pun yang paling tua antara kitorang. hehe.

dia ada 1 kepantangan dalam hidup yang kalau bagi aku, terlalu kelakarrr! okay 2 kepantangan. nak share dedua ke nak share 1 je. hmmm. okay lah aku share dedua. 1) cicak (yang ini sekapal lah sebab iols pun benci cicakkk lebih benci dari lipas!!!) 2) air (hujan, peluh, tak kisah lah asalkan air yang boleh merosakkan rambut dia ahahaha)

untuk kepantangan nombor 1 yakni cicak. aku ada satu contoh. cite dia panjang sikit. ni baru terjadi last year bulan 11 macam tu time kitorang attend kenduri kahwin pekyan kat kelantan. time tu family mentua pekyan sediakan homestay untuk sesiapa from kl yang datang. kebetulan pulak most yang datang tu da pergi book hotel so yang tak book cuma lah aku dan abiky. makanya kitorang lah yang duduk homestay tu. homestay tu dekatttt gila dengan kubur tau! (orang tak kuat iman macam iols tentu lah pentakut sikittt..) dan homestay tu besarrr rumah teres 2 tingkat, 4 bilik 3 bilik air yang memang besar lahhhh senang cerita untuk kitorang dua orang. dah lah dapur dia besar gilaaaa pastu siap ada separate bilik makan pastu ruang tamu tak besar sangat tapi bilik kat atas ada 4! paham takkk takot? dan perangai kitorang sama lah kalau takut kena jenis selidik setiap satu ruang just nak pastikan takde apa-apa.

kitorang sampai siang tu kat homestay sekor-sekor kelam kabut nak pilih bilik mana 1. oleh kerana bilik ada banyak, banyak juga faktor yang harus dititikberatkan. abiky nak bilik yang siap ada bilik air kat dalam, senang nak feeling berak katanya. aku pula prefer bilik yang kecik dan takde banyak katil. bilik air kat luar takpe! yang penting katil ada 1 je! so pilih punya pilih aku dapat bilik kecik 1 katil yang diidamkan. abiky nak ada 1 bilik tu tapi tetiba kensel sebab kitorang nampak kat bilik tu ada 1 tingkap kecik berlubang takde langsir and tingkap ahahaha. so lepas dah pilih tu kitorang lepak lah kat living room borak-borak. sekali abiky cakap "chea, rumah ni okay kan. kira macam okay sangat lahhh dah lah setiap bilik ada aircond itu yang paling penting tuuuu!" aku pun setuju lahhh sebab memang homestay ni okay sangattt. pastuh abiky sambung "yang penting sekaliiii rumah ni bersih, abiky dah check dahhh okay takde cicak! abiky memang firsttt sekali kalau pergi memana pun memang kena check kalau takde cicak, maksudnya lepas lahhh!"

guys guys, nak dijadikan cerita, malam lepas kenduri dan lepak-lepak semua sampai homestay around 11 malam. aku biasalah, pantang letak kepala terus zasssss nak lelap. sekalikkk abiky masuk bilik cubaan mengganggu tidurku dengan memaksa aku bangun tidur. dia kata dia nak mandi tapi awasss lepas mandi dia nak lepak borak-borak so aku tak boleh tidur! lepas dia bising-bising gitu dia keluarrrr je bilik aku terus lelaju kunci pintu. i tak nak diganggu guysss! haha. tak sampai 5 minit abiky keluar bilik air menjerit sambil cuba buka pintu bilik aku..

"chea cheaaaa bukak pintu!"

"chea kau kunci pintuuuuu! bukak lah cepattt!"

aku pun bukaaa dalam keadaan separuh annoyed.

"cheaaaaaaaaaa ada cicak jatuh kat atas kaki abikyyy! besar lembik panasss! sampai sekarang terasa-rasa lagi kat kaki abiky niiii"

"chea kau tengok jap ada shieldtox ke apa tak abiky nak bunuh dia!"

"chea cepat lah cari sama-sama shieldtoxxxx!"

dan selepas jumpa, dari luar bilik air dia sembur nya cicak tu sampai habissss setengah botol. siap dia cakap,

"takpeee, abiky nampak dalam drawer tu ada lagi sebotol ridsect! puas hati aku!"

me: mana cicak nya tak nampak pun?

abiky: tak tau lah dia dah lari ke mana tapi abiky dah spray 1 bilik air, dia dah pening tu kejap lagi mati lah. tak jadi terus nak berak. cheaaa kau teman abiky turun bawah, abiky nak mandi jappp.

-__________-"

itu kes cicak. nampak tak paranoidnya tu? dia memang tak suka cicak tapi pepaham jela cicak ni dia macam tahu tau kalau kita tak suka dia. mesti alih-alih ganggu hidup kita juga,

kes kedua, pasal rambut.

abiky ni jenis kalau nak keluar rumah perkara wajib dia buat adalah set rambut. at leasttt kena blow dan iron baru dia senang hati nak keluar. tapi biasalah kan, rambut berset ni kepantangan utama dia adalah peluh dan hujan, terus nanti rambut flat. ohhh itu tak boleh buat seorang Ahmad Fikri!

case in point:

sabtu lepas diorang ni treat aku birthday dinner memandangkan birthday aku jatuh pada bulan puasa, makanya dorang sambut awal lah sikit. sampai kat BLVD baru lepas hujan so abiky memang dok dalam kereta je tak nak keluar takut kena hujan. haha. pada mulanya BLVD full house so memang takde table dah. kitorang pun macam haa takpe lah Brollys pon boleh tapi brollys kat menara felda so kena lintas park sikit lah dari menara naza. uuuu tak boleh eh. abiky tak suka lalu bawah langit yang baru lepas menangis occay.

kitorang dah jalan ke depan sekalik dia berhenti bawah menara naza tu sibuk tanya hujan tak hujan takkkk. tya cakap lah tak hujannn. dia tak percaya sebab tya pakai tudung so takleh rasa. aku pun cakap lahhh memang tak hujannn tengok ni tengok ni relaxxx je kitorang jalan. sekalik dia cakap:

"kau sure ke tak hujan chea?! abiky boleh dengar bunyi tik tik tik air hujan menitik!"

HAHA.

guys, itu bunyi bekas air hujan dari bumbung menitik je ponnnnnnnnn.

paham takkk?!!!










Friday, June 3, 2016

Moisturiser


kan dah pernah bagitau sebelum ni aku tak pernah ada proper skincare routine cleanser-toner-moisturiser. by proper aku maksudkan sedari zaman remaja semua tu lah simply sebab aku tak suka benda leceh dan i don't see the significance putting all those on my skin (nak kata kulit muka flawless memang jauh panggang dari api guysss tapi tak tau lah keyakinan tahap dewata raya tuuu). bukan tak pernah cuba, ada lah dulu feeling beli semua siap from one same brand tauuu tapi macam aku cakap, tak nampak hasil. biasalah, ahkak jenis cepat fed up guys! lambat sikit kesannya terus malas dahhh. tapi nak kulit cantik. tapi tak penyabar. dan pemalas. mengada kan?

namun semenjak dah tua ni rasa macam makin keji pula kulit muka. jerawat bertimpa-timpa, pores besar-besar penumbuk, kalau raba muka tu rasa bijik-bijik whitehead, dan kalau muka tak tampal bedak astaghfirullahalazimmm tiada beza dengan tahanan penjara guys! setiap kali tengok muka kat cermin terus beristighfar sebab macam takde nurrr gitu. sedih lah kannn. kenapa wanita lain semakin berusia semakin cantik menawan glowing kulitnya serta indah peribadinya tapi aku lebih kepada seperti buruh binaan? i iz dung understeng, guys!

sehinggalah akhirnya rasa macam hati ini sudah tidak tertahan lagi terus bertaubat dan berazam akan menjaga kulit dengan baik. jadi slow-slow beli skincare. tapi aku tak beli semua sekaligus and i don't think one brand fits all. jadi last few months aku beli toner dulu. (belajar dari kesilapan lalu, beli seketul-ketul nak test kat muka takut tetiba tak ngam), and then baru beli moisturiser dan seterusnya cleanser. haha. tapi hari ni fokus kita cuma lah moisturiser k.

senang je benchmark moisturiser aku:

1) as long as it moisturises my skin
2) doesn't break me out

tu je.

kawan aku ajar, kalau nak beli moisturiser yang bagus, try cari yang memang moisturiser sahaja bukan yang they put too many benefits anti-ageing + whitening + nourishing semua tu in one bottle which i kinda agree sebab when you put too many things in dia akan jadi secoet secoettt je each ingredient tu so lambat lah nak nampak kesan and plus do you believe in 7 total effects bagai tu? for me it sounds too good to be true. you pay more for something that values less.

my moisturiser now is:



OLAY MOISTURIZING CREAM.

because my friend recommended it. aku suka tengok kulit boyfriend dia so aku tanya je terus then dia kata dia yang paksa boyfriend dia pakai moisturiser ni and that explains why his face looks so dewy, so glowing hahahaha.

i only used it for 3 days so i don't see any remarkable changes on my skin yet but i do feel these followings:

1) my make up glides more easily in the morning. foundation and eyebrow pencil tu macam i can put it on effortlessly. gittew.
2) the after make up look looks dewy (just the way i like it)
3) bau dia wangi, reminds me of the good ol' memories of bedak johnsons.
4) thick texture (yang ini memula nervous because i hate when my face looks cakey i'm a pro natural look lol), tapi lepas letak kat muka it feels okay. plus, maybe if it's thick then it's good for moisturising effect?

but but.. aku rasa macam kulit aku bertambah jerawat lah pulak lepas pakai ni? i don't know maybe it was just for few days ke apa but i see few pimples emerging aaaa (but then again, my period is nearing so that might be one of the reasons). dan ever since i use this, tangan tu gatal je dok usik muka sebab rasa lembap kannn. ahahaha. another culprit for my pimples!

i will let you know my verdict after one tub okay? kalau okay, i will definitely recommend. kalau tak okay, siappp berjela pula makian dan kritikan bakal ke udara! awassss! haha.