I'm back, yet again

 

Hey, salam kembali. 

I'm back, yet again. I always come back, didn't i? ;)

Y'all know kalau i kembali maksudnya apa bukan?  

Ya, maksudnya sama ada i boring, sedih atau pun perlukan distraction.

Changed some of the blog layouts because it's been awhile. I'm trying to write anonymously dengan hashtag #iykyk tetapi macam biasa, jika kita tersasar kita akan delete balik semua posts dalam ni kecuali yang the first one, yang kat bawah ni. 

My header says it all - i'm in this bangtan shit (no they're not shitty you're shit for hating tiberw) for 2 years now bahahaha who would have thought. so much has changed since i started blogging more than 10 years ago, but i'm still here doing some lil talk like i always did back then. sebab apa? sebab deep down this place is a safe space for me. i like writing my heart out dan i suka that in here, i don't have to feel so self-conscious sebab yang tau blog ni je tau i?! nobody knows me here yet you guys know me the best??? ahgitchew. dayum i'm feeling a little nostalgic malam ni (sekarang pukul 3 pagi, midweek, esok i kerja). i sebenarnya nak berak tapi kena tahan sebab mak i tengah mandi (again, pada pukul 3 pagi because we're random liddat).

i lately ni revisit cerita-cerita lama yang i dah tengok and selalu tengok. runningman, the originals, all the kdramas secara random btw korang tengok tak 2521?! eiii maghoh. ending paling shit sekali i dalam semua kdrama i tengok. cerita dia best, jalan cerita dia semua superb hero dia berlakon berkaca-kaca mata bila sedih ahhh i suka, i suka suara heroin bila frust semua i suka kecuali ending dia. but ending is just as important as the jalan cerita?!!! imagine i tulis post ni panjang-panjang dan tetiba i hila---

haaaa geram kan. macam tu lah perasaan i pada cerita 2521. tapi tak pasti kenapa nak kena tengok lagi? adakah i suka disakiti? atau i sengaja mahu alasan untuk memaki? haa amaciam okay kan pantun 3 kerat i. i guess i masih boleh menulis lah. i memang talented tiberw (refer description kat profile i). 

sebelum i habiskan tulisan pertama di tahun 2022 ini, izinkan i share satu lagu khas buat semua. i boleh share live video but i don't want to overwhelm you, this is just the beginning kan. more to come. haha.

 

i am in the shadow behind the stage, i am in the darkness

i didn't want to show you everything including my pain

but i was still too clumsy, i only wanted to make you laugh

i wanted to be good to you

(so thanks) for believing in me

for handling these tears and cuts

(so thanks) for being my light

for showing me the beauty in this moment of life

endnote: jam menunjukkan pukul 3.43am. i dah berjaya berak, semoga i berjaya tidur pula lepas ni.