Closure

 

if you were to leave someone be it a romantic relationship or a bad friendship - would you opt to give closure to that very person or would you rather not?

would you prefer to let them know the reason you leave or just ghost them and disappear into thin air?

i personally think i'm the latter.

when people did me dirty, i wouldn't want anything to do with them anymore or at all and that includes giving closure. bad people don't deserve one, ever. not that they need it or want it in the first place lah kan. but to me best revenge is just leaving quietly. not a word uttered, no crying pukul dada sehingga jatuh melutut, no long ass text demanding explanation for what they've done to you. 

just simply leave and cut connections. remove and soft block them from friends/followers list. block their number. that's real satisfaction to me. but that only applies bila you betul-betul memang dah tak nak anything to do with that individual lah kay. kau jangan lah pergi block dia lepas tu stalk guna account kawan kau. tu lam-wau-dzal-rho namanya.

also, i'm mean in a sense that you all know my personality - i'm pretty much a yapper and when things go south people would naturally expect me to blow up, but here's a trick, i'll remain as calm as spring rain and will just go pin drop silence. scared the hell out of people sebab sejak bila Maria bisu??? what did i do wrong??? is Maria okay with you??? is she replying to your text??? kenapa Maria tak reply message aku??? maka hidup lah kau dalam keadaan tertanya-tanya sampai bila-bila. if you're lucky you'll find out from my close circle but often times, i suka pendam je sorang-sorang. 

(masih tak move on feeling nama pena Maria, ya...)